ゞthe days of my life〃

和墮云慕

耶紗慕禰

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neral idea�察�his was always a nature full of sadness ! perhaps to some more subtle reason。 At any rate�察�it was so。
I have not seen much of Andrew Lang of late years�察�for the reason that we lived totally different lives in totally different localities。 The last time we met was about a year ago at a meeting of the Dickens Centenary Fund mittee�察�after which I walked far with him on his homeward way�察�and we talked as we used to talk in the days when we were so much together。 The time before that was about two years ago�察�when I dined alone with him and Mrs。 Lang at Marloes Road�察�and we passed a delightful evening。
Letters�察�too�察�have been scarce between us for some years�察�though I have hundreds of the earlier times。 Here are extracts from one or two of the last which have a melancholy interest now。
October 18�察�1911。
Dear Rider�察 � Thanks for the Hare ��this refers to my tale of ^The Mahatma and the Hare ̄�А� 。 。 。 I bar chevying hares�察�but we are all hunted from birth to death by impecunious relations�察�disease�察�care�察�and every horror。 The hare is not hunted half so much or half so endlessly。 However�察�anyway�察�I have not chevied a hare since I was nine�察�and that only on my two little legs�察�all alone��
Yours ever��
A。 Lang。
If I were the Red´faced Man I¨d say that from the beginning all my forbears were hunters�察�that it got into the blood�察�and went out of the blood with advancing age�察�so that perhaps it might go out altogether�察�though I hardly think it will。 And ask WHO made it so��
By some chance there is a copy of my answer to this letter�察�also of two subsequent ones which deal with what might have been a business matter。
October 19�察�1911。
My dear Andrew�察 � Yes�察�I have hinted at this hunting of Man on p。 135�察�and at a probable reason。 You are right�此�hunted we are�察�and by a large pack� �Still I don¨t know that this justifies us in hunting other things。 At any rate the idea came to me and I expressed it。 But I might as well have kept it to myself。 I doubt whether the papers will touch the thing�此�to notice an attack on blood sports might not be popular��
As one grows old�察�I think the sadness of the world impresses one more and more。 If there is nothing beyond it is indeed a tragedy。 But�察�thank Heaven� �I can¨t think that。 I think it less and less。 I am engaged on writing ��for publication AFTER I have walked ^the Great White Road ̄�� my reminiscences of my early life in Africa�察�etc。 It is a sad job。 There before me are the letters from those dear old friends of my youth�察�Shepstone�察�Osborn�察�Clarke and many others�察�and nearly every one of them is dead� �But I don¨t believe that I shall never see them more�察�indeed I seem to grow nearer to them。
When I was a lad at Scoones¨ I had an intimate friend named Sheil。 When I returned from Africa I found that he had bee a Trappist monk。 We corresponded and I went to see him。 ��He too is long dead。�� In one of his letters I find this sentence written over thirty years ago�此 �What I wish is that we may all go home together and be together always。 ̄
This exactly expresses my sentiments towards the few for whom I care ! dead or living。
Ever your friend��
H。 Rider Haggard。
October 20�察�1911。
Dear Rider�察 � I expect we shall meet our dogs and cats。 They have ghosts� �I don¨t much bar fox´hunting�此�it needs pluck�察�and the fox�察�a sportsman himself�察�only takes his chances and often gets away。 It¨s all a matter of thinking。 Scott was a humane man�察�but devoted to coursing�察�which I abominate。 Wordsworth never thought of harm in trout´fishing�察�with fly。 Now I was born to be ruthful to trout�察�as a kid�察�and sinned against light�察�but I could not use the worm。
Why on earth do you keep letters�拭�I have a very few sealed up�察�but dare not look on them 。 。 。 。
A little later�察�either at Charles Longman¨s suggestion or with his approval�察�it occurred to me to try to cheer Lang up and take him out of himself a little by getting him to collaborate�察�or at any rate to think over collaboration�察�in another romance。 To this end I wrote to him as follows��
November 10�察�1911。
My dear Andrew�察 � I have e across a scheme we had ��about a quarter of a century ago�� for collaboration in a novel of Old Kor。
I think it has been in bottle long enough and should be decanted。
What say you�拭�Have you any ideas�拭�I see stuff in it�察�but could not really tackle it just at present。 It would be rather jolly to do another job with you�察�old fellow。
After all ^The World¨s Desire�察院�about which you were rather melancholy�察�has stood the test of time fairly well and many people still like it much。
Ever yours��
H。 Rider Haggard。
Here is the answer�察�written from St。 Andrews��
November 11th。
Dear Rider�察 � Faire des objections c¨est collaborer�察�but I don¨t think that I could do more。 Had I any ideas of Kor long ago�拭 �She�察院�I think�察�is not easily to be raised again unless she drops her ��word illegible�А�for some prehistoric admirer。 I like Kor�察�but have no precise conception of it�察�unless the Egyptians came thence。
The W。D。 �А�World¨s Desire ̄�А�took in despite of my ill´omened name�察�I brought you worse luck than you would have had alone。
Yours ever��
A。 Lang。
Do you bar ferreting rabbits�拭�I think it damnable。
The answer to this is dated November 13�察�1911。
November 13�察�1911。
My dear Andrew�察 � All right�察�you shall ^faire des objections�察院�i。e。 if we ever live to get at the thing�察�which I can¨t do at present。
I think Kor was the mother of Egypt�察�which kept up a filial correspondence with her oracles。 ^She ̄ smashed the place in a rage because they tried her for the murder of Kallikrates。 Foundation of history ! papyrus records brought home by Holly and sent with ^Ayesha ̄ MS。 Entered up by that old priest Junis�察�or someone。
Yes�察�ferreting rabbits is beastly�察�especially when the ferret freezes on to the rabbit in the hole。 But one must get rid of rabbits somehow。 Now coursing ! but you know my views on the matter。
Ever yours��
H。 Rider Haggard。
I find among my copies of letters one written to Lang in 1907�察�which also deals with the question of a further collaboration that we contemplated at this time。 I had quite forgotten the matter�察�but now I remember that it came to nothing。 Lang suggested one of the old Greek legends that ended in the most horrible all´round tragedy ! I do not at the moment recall which of them it was�察�though I could easily discover by consulting his letters of the period。
I said that it would not do�此�that a twentieth´century audience ething a little more cheerful。 I think he was rather cross with me about it ! if he could be cross with me�察�for no shadow of real difference ever came between us。 At any rate the idea fell through�察�for which�察�too late�察�I am very sorry now。 Here is my letter��
Ditchingham House�察�Norfolk��
December 28�察�1907。
My dear Andrew�察 � I¨d like to do another book with you before we skip ! awfully。 I think you were a bit discouraged about the ^W。 Desire ̄ because a lot of ignorant fools slated it�察�but in my opinion you were wrong。 That work I believe will last。 It is extraordinarily liked by many who can understand。 I told you about the American Egyptologist I met�察�for instance�察�who reads it every night��
Well now�此�I don¨t care much for your Covenanter who would speak Scotch�察�e
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