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屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特- 第18节


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asbuilthernest。

    ihavefollowedtheprogressofthisaerialhabitationfromthefirstday。ihaveseenthebirdsuccessivelybringthestraw;moss;andwooldesignedfortheconstructionofherabode;andihaveadmiredtheperseveringskillsheexpendedinthisdifficultwork。atfirst;mynewneighborspentherdaysinflutteringoverthepoplarinthegarden;andinchirpingalongthegutters;afineladyslifeseemedtheonlyonetosuither。thenallofasudden;thenecessityofpreparingashelterforherbroodtransformedouridlerintoaworker;shenolongergaveherselfeitherrestorrelaxation。isawheralwayseitherflying;fetching;orcarrying;neitherrainnorsunstoppedher。astrikingexampleofthepowerofnecessity!weareindebtedtoitnotonlyformostofourtalents;butformanyofourvirtues!

    isitnotnecessitythathasgiventhepeopleoflessfavoredclimatesthatconstantactivitywhichhasplacedthemsoquicklyattheheadofnations?astheyaredeprivedofmostofthegiftsofnature;theyhavesuppliedthembytheirindustry;necessityhassharpenedtheirunderstanding;enduranceawakenedtheirforesight。whileelsewhereman;warmedbyaneverbrilliantsun;andloadedwiththebountiesoftheearth;wasremainingpoor;ignorant;andnaked;inthemidstofgiftshedidnotattempttoexplore;herehewasforcedbynecessitytowresthisfoodfromtheground;tobuildhabitationstodefendhimselffromtheintemperanceoftheweather;andtowarmhisbodybyclothinghimselfwiththewoolofanimals。workmakeshimbothmoreintelligentandmorerobust:disciplinedbyit;heseemstomounthigherontheladderofcreation;whilethosemorefavoredbynatureremainonthestepnearesttothebrutes。

    imadethesereflectionswhilelookingatthebird;whoseinstinctseemedtohavebeemoreacutesinceshehadbeenoccupiedinwork。atlastthenestwasfinished;shesetupherhouseholdthere;andifollowedherthroughallthephasesofhernewexistence。

    whenshehadsatontheeggs;andtheyoungoneswerehatched;shefedthemwiththemostattentivecare。thecornerofmywindowhadbeeastageofmoralaction;whichfathersandmothersmightetotakelessonsfrom。thelittleonessoonbecamelarge;andthismorningihaveseenthemtaketheirfirstflight。oneofthem;weakerthantheothers;wasnotabletocleartheedgeoftheroof;andfellintothegutter。icaughthimwithsomedifficulty;andplacedhimagainonthetileinfrontofhishouse;butthemotherhasnotnoticedhim。oncefreedfromthecaresofafamily;shehasresumedherwanderinglifeamongthetreesandalongtheroofs。invainihavekeptawayfrommywindow;totakefromhereveryexcuseforfear;invainthefeeblelittlebirdhascalledtoherwithplaintivecries;hisbadmotherhaspassedby;singingandflutteringwithathousandairsandgraces。onceonlythefathercamenear;helookedathisoffspringwithcontempt;andthendisappeared;nevertoreturn!

    icrumbledsomebreadbeforethelittleorphan;buthedidnotknowhowtopeckitwithhisbill。itriedtocatchhim;butheescapedintotheforsakennest。whatwillbeeofhimthere;ifhismotherdoesnoteback!

    august15th;sixoclock鈥斺�攖hismorning;onopeningmywindow;ifoundthelittlebirddyinguponthetiles;hiswoundsshowedmethathehadbeendrivenfromthenestbyhisunworthymother。itriedinvaintowarmhimagainwithmybreath;ifeltthelastpulsationsoflife;hiseyeswerealreadyclosed;andhiswingshungdown!iplacedhimontheroofinarayofsunshine;andiclosedmywindow。thestruggleoflifeagainstdeathhasalwayssomethinggloomyinit:itisawarningtous。

    happilyihearsomeoneinthepassage;withoutdoubtitismyoldneighbor;hisconversationwilldistractmythoughts。

    itwasmyportress。excellentwoman!shewishedmetoreadaletterfromhersonthesailor;andbeggedmetoansweritforher。

    ikeptit;tocopyitinmyjournal。hereitis:

    〃dearmother:thisistotellyouthatihavebeenverywelleversincethelasttime;exceptthatlastweekiwasnearlydrownedwiththeboat;whichwouldhavebeenagreatloss;asthereisnotabettercraftanywhere。

    〃agustofwindcapsizedus;andjustasicameupabovewater;isawthecaptainsinking。iwentafterhim;aswasmyduty;and;afterdivingthreetimes;ibroughthimtothesurface;whichpleasedhimmuch;forwhenwewerehoistedonboard;andhehadrecoveredhissenses;hethrewhisarmsroundmyneck;ashewouldhavedonetoanofficer。

    〃idonothidefromyou;dearmother;thatthishasdelightedme。

    butitisntall;itseemsthatfishingupthecaptainhasremindedthemthatihadagoodcharacter;andtheyhavejusttoldmethatiampromotedtobeasailorofthefirstclass!directlyiknewit;icriedout;mymothershallhavecoffeetwiceaday!andreally;dearmother;thereisnothingnowtohinderyou;asishallnowhavealargerallowancetosendyou。

    〃iincludebybeggingyoutotakecareofyourselfifyouwishtodomegood;fornothingmakesmefeelsowellastothinkthatyouwantfornothing。

    〃yourson;fromthebottomofmyheart;

    jacques。〃

    thisistheanswerthattheportressdictatedtome:

    〃mygoodjacquot:itmakesmeveryhappytoseethatyourheartisstillastrueasever;andthatyouwillnevershamethosewhohavebroughtyouup。ineednottellyoutotakecareofyourlife;becauseyouknowitisthesameasmyown;andthatwithoutyou;dearchild;ishouldwishfornothingbutthegrave;butwearenotboundtolive;whileweareboundtodoourduty。

    〃donotfearformyhealth;goodjacques;iwasneverbetter!idonotgrowoldatall;forfearofmakingyouunhappy。iwantnothing;andilivelikealady。ievenhadsomemoneyoverthisyear;andasmydrawersshutverybadly;iputitintothesavings

    bank;whereihaveopenedanaccountinyourname。so;whenyoueback;youwillfindyourselfwithanine。ihavealsofurnishedyourchestwithnewlinen;andihaveknittedyouthreenewsea…jackets。

    〃allyourfriendsarewell。yourcousinisjustdead;leavinghiswidowindifficulties。igaveheryourthirtyfrancsremittanceandsaidthatyouhadsentither;andthepoorwomanremembersyoudayandnightinherprayers。so;yousee;ihaveputthatmoneyinanothersortofsavingsbank;butthereitisourheartsthatgettheinterest。

    〃good…bye;dearjacquot。writetomeoften;andalwaysrememberthegoodgod;andyouroldmother;

    〃phrosinemillot。〃

    goodson;andworthymother!howsuchexamplesbringusbacktoaloveforthehumanrace!inafitoffancifulmisanthropy;wemayenvythefateofthesavage;andpreferthatofthebirdtosuchashe;butimpartialobservationsoondoesjusticetosuchparadoxes。wefind;onexamination;thatinthemixedgoodandevilofhumannature;thegoodsofaraboundsthatwearenotinthehabitofnoticingit;whiletheevilstrikesuspreciselyonaccountofitsbeingtheexception。ifnothingisperfect;nothingissobadastobewithoutitspensationoritsremedy。whatspiritualrichesarethereinthemidstoftheevilsofsociety!howmuchdoesthemoralworldredeemthematerial!

    thatwhichwilleverdistinguishmanfromtherestofcreation;ishispowerofdeliberateaffectionandofenduringself…sacrifice。themotherwhotookcareofherbroodinthecornerofmywindowdevotedtothemthenecessarytimeforacplishingthelawswhichinsurethepreservationofherkind;butsheobeyedaninstinct;andnotarationalchoice。whenshehadacplishedthemissionappointedherbyprovidence;shecastoffthedutyaswegetridofaburden;andshereturnedagaintoherselfishliberty。theothermother;onthecontrary;willgoonwithhertaskaslongasgodshallleaveherherebelow:thelifeofhersonwillstillremain;sotospeak;joinedtoherown;andwhenshedisappearsfromtheearth;shewillleavetherethatpartofherself。

    thus;theaffectionsmakeforourspeciesanexistenceseparatefromalltherestofcreation。thankstothem;weenjoyasortofterrestrialimmortality;andifotherbeingssucceedoneanother;manaloneperpetuateshimself。



 CHAPTER IX

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    september15th;eightoclock

    thismorning;whileiwasarrangingmybooks;mothergenevievecamein;andbroughtmethebasketoffruitibuyofhereverysunday。forthenearlytwentyyearsthatihavelivedinthisquarter;ihavedealtinherlittlefruit…shop。perhapsishouldbebetterservedelsewhere;butm
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