《屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特》

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    theinfluenceofnew…yearsdayisvisiblethere。theservantshaveanairofeagernessproportionedtothevalueoftheirnew…yearsgifts;receivedorexpected。iseethemasterofthehousecrossingthecourtwiththemoroselookofamanwhoisforcedtobegenerous;andthevisitorsincrease;followedbyshopporterswhocarryflowers;bandboxes;ortoys。suddenlythegreatgatesareopened;andanewcarriage;drawnbythoroughbredhorses;drawsupbeforethedoorsteps。theyare;withoutdoubt;thenew…yearsgiftpresentedtothemistressofthehousebyherhusband;forsheesherselftolookatthenewequipage。verysoonshegetsintoitwithalittlegirl;allstreamingwithlaces;feathersandvelvets;andloadedwithparcelswhichshegoestodistributeasnew…yearsgifts。thedoorisshut;thewindowsaredrawnup;thecarriagesetsoff。

    thusalltheworldareexchanginggoodwishesandpresentsto…day。ialonehavenothingtogiveortoreceive。poorsolitary!idonotevenknowonechosenbeingforwhomimightofferaprayer。

    thenletmywishesforahappynewyeargoandseekoutallmyunknownfriends鈥斺�攍ostinthemultitudewhichmurmursliketheoceanatmyfeet!

    toyoufirst;hermitsincities;forwhomdeathandpovertyhavecreatedasolitudeinthemidstofthecrowd!unhappylaborers;whoarecondemnedtotoilinmelancholy;andeatyourdailybreadinsilenceanddesertion;andwhomgodhaswithdrawnfromtheintoxicatingpangsofloveandfriendship!

    toyou;fonddreamers;whopassthroughlifewithyoureyesturnedtowardsomepolarstar;whileyoutreadwithindifferenceovertherichharvestsofreality!

    toyou;honestfathers;wholengthenouttheeveningtomaintainyourfamilies!toyou;poorwidows;weepingandworkingbyacradle!toyou;youngmen;resolutelysettoopenforyourselvesapathinlife;largeenoughtoleadthroughitthewifeofyourchoice!toyou;allbravesoldiersofworkandofself…sacrifice!

    toyou;lastly;whateveryourtitleandyourname;wholovegood;whopitythesuffering;whowalkthroughtheworldlikethesymbolicalvirginofbyzantium;withbotharmsopentothehumanrace!

    hereiamsuddenlyinterruptedbyloudandincreasingchirpings。ilookaboutme:mywindowissurroundedwithsparrowspickingupthecrumbsofbreadwhichinmybrownstudyihadjustscatteredontheroof。atthissightaflashoflightbrokeuponmysaddenedheart。ideceivedmyselfjustnow;wheniplainedthatihadnothingtogive:thankstome;thesparrowsofthispartofthetownwillhavetheirnew…yearsgifts!

    twelveoclock鈥斺�攁knockatmydoor;apoorgirlesin;andgreetsmebyname。atfirstidonotrecollecther;butshelooksatme;andsmiles。ah!itispaulette!butitisalmostayearsinceihaveseenher;andpauletteisnolongerthesame:theotherdayshewasachild;nowsheisalmostayoungwoman。

    pauletteisthin;pale;andmiserablyclad;butshehasalwaysthesameopenandstraightforwardlook鈥斺�攖hesamemouth;smilingateveryword;asiftocourtyoursympathy鈥斺�攖hesamevoice;somewhattimid;yetexpressingfondness。pauletteisnotpretty鈥斺�攕heiseventhoughtplain;asforme;ithinkhercharming。perhapsthatisnotonheraccount;butonmyown。

    pauletteappearstomeasoneofmyhappiestrecollections。

    itwastheeveningofapublicholiday。ourprincipalbuildingswereilluminatedwithfestoonsoffire;athousandflagswavedinthenightwinds;andthefireworkshadjustshotforththeirspoutsofflameintothemidstofthechampdemars。suddenly;oneofthoseunaccountablealarmswhichstrikeamultitudewithpanicfelluponthedensecrowd:

    theycryout;theyrushonheadlong;theweakeronesfall;andthefrightenedcrowdtramplesthemdowninitsconvulsivestruggles。iescapedfromtheconfusionbyamiracle;andwashasteningaway;whenthecriesofaperishingchildarrestedme:ireenteredthathumanchaos;and;afterunheard…ofexertions;ibroughtpauletteoutofitattheperilofmylife。

    thatwastwoyearsago:sincethenihadnotseenthechildagainbutatlongintervals;andihadalmostforgottenher;butpaulettesmemorywasthatofagratefulheart;andshecameatthebeginningoftheyeartooffermeherwishesformyhappiness。shebroughtme;besides;awallflowerinfullbloom;sheherselfhadplantedandrearedit:itwassomethingthatbelongedwhollytoherself;foritwasbyhercare;herperseverance;andherpatience;thatshehadobtainedit。

    thewallflowerhadgrowninamonpot;butpaulette;whoisabandbox…maker;hadputitintoacaseofvarnishedpaper;ornamentedwitharabesques。thesemighthavebeeninbettertaste;butididnotfeeltheattentionandgood…willtheless。

    thisunexpectedpresent;thelittlegirlsmodestblushes;theplimentsshestammeredout;dispelled;asbyasunbeam;thekindofmistwhichhadgatheredroundmymind;mythoughtssuddenlychangedfromtheleadentintsofeveningtothebrightestcolorsofdawn。imadepaulettesitdown;andquestionedherwithalightheart。

    atfirstthelittlegirlrepliedinmonosyllables;butverysoonthetableswereturned;anditwasiwhointerruptedwithshortinterjectionsherlongandconfidentialtalk。thepoorchildleadsahardlife。shewasleftanorphanlongsince;withabrotherandsister;andliveswithanoldgrandmother;whohas〃broughtthemuptopoverty;〃asshealwayscallsit。

    however;paulettenowhelpshertomakebandboxes;herlittlesisterperrinebeginstousetheneedle;andherbrotherhenryisapprenticetoaprinter。allwouldgowellifitwerenotforlossesandwantofwork鈥斺�攊fitwerenotforclotheswhichwearout;forappetiteswhichgrowlarger;andforthewinter;whenyoucannotgetsunshinefornothing。

    pauletteplainsthathercandlesgotooquickly;andthatherwoodcoststoomuch。thefireplaceintheirgarretissolargethatafagotmakesnomoreshowinitthanamatch;itissoneartheroofthatthewindblowstheraindownit;andinwinterithailsuponthehearth;sotheyhaveleftoffusingit。henceforththeymustbecontentwithanearthenchafing…dish;uponwhichtheycooktheirmeals。thegrandmotherhadoftenspokenofastovethatwasforsaleatthebrokerscloseby;butheaskedsevenfrancsforit;andthetimesaretoohardforsuchanexpense:thefamily;therefore;resignthemselvestocoldforeconomy!

    aspaulettespoke;ifeltmoreandmorethatiwaslosingmyfretfulnessandlowspirits。thefirstdisclosuresofthelittlebandbox…makercreatedwithinmeawishthatsoonbecameaplan。iquestionedheraboutherdailyoccupations;andsheinformedmethatonleavingmeshemustgo;withherbrother;hersister;andgrandmother;tothedifferentpeopleforwhomtheywork。myplanwasimmediatelysettled。itoldthechildthatiwouldgotoseeherintheevening;andisentherawaywithfreshthanks。

    iplacedthewallflowerintheopenwindow;wherearayofsunshinebiditwele;thebirdsweresingingaround;theskyhadclearedup;andtheday;whichbegansoloweringly;hadbeebright。isangasimovedaboutmyroom;and;havinghastilyputonmyhatandcoat;iwentout。

    threeoclock鈥斺�攁llissettledwithmyneighbor;thechimney…doctor;hewillrepairmyoldstove;andanswersforitsbeingasgoodasnew。

    atfiveoclockwearetosetout;andputitupinpaulettesgrandmothersroom。

    midnight鈥斺�攁llhasgoneoffwell。atthehouragreedupon;iwasattheoldbandbox…makers;shewasstillout。mypiedmontese'inparisachimney…sweeperisnamed〃piedmontese〃or〃savoyard;〃

    astheyusuallyefromthatcountry。'fixedthestove;whileiarrangedadozenlogsinthegreatfireplace;takenfrommywinterstock。ishallmakeupforthembywarmingmyselfwithwalking;orbygoingtobedearlier。

    myheartbeatateverystepthatwasheardonthestaircase;itrembledlesttheyshouldinterruptmeinmypreparations;andshouldthusspoilmyintendedsurprise。butno!鈥斺�攕eeeverythingready:thelightedstovemurmursgently;thelittlelampburnsuponthetable;andabottleofoilforitisprovidedontheshelf。thechimney…doctorisgone。nowmyfearlesttheyshouldeischangedintoimpatienceattheirnoting。atlastihearchildrensvoices;heretheyare:theypushopenthedoorandrushin鈥斺�攂uttheyallstopinastonishment。

    atthesightofthelamp;thestove;andthevisitor;whostandstherelikeamagicianinthemidstofthesewonders;theydrawbackalmo
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