《屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特》

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屋顶间的哲学家_梭维斯特- 第6节


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    oneisapoorwork…woman;whorisesbeforesunrise;andwhoseprofileisshadoweduponherlittlemuslinwindow…curtainfarintotheevening;theotherisayoungsongstress;whosevocalflourishessometimesreachmyatticbysnatches。whentheirwindowsareopen;thatofthework…womandiscoversahumblebutdecentabode;theother;anelegantlyfurnishedroom。butto…dayacrowdoftradespeoplethrongthelatter:theytakedownthesilkhangingsandcarryoffthefurniture;andinowrememberthattheyoungsingerpassedundermywindowthismorningwithherveildown;andwalkingwiththehastystepofonewhosufferssomeinwardtrouble。ah!iguessitall。hermeansareexhaustedinelegantfancies;orhavebeentakenawaybysomeunexpectedmisfortune;andnowshehasfallenfromluxurytoindigence。whilethework…womanmanagesnotonlytokeepherlittleroom;butalsotofurnishitwithdecentfortbyhersteadytoil;thatofthesingerisbeethepropertyofbrokers。theonesparkledforamomentonthewaveofprosperity;theothersailsslowlybutsafelyalongthecoastofahumbleandlaboriousindustry。

    alas!istherenotherealessonforusall?isitreallyinhazardousexperiments;attheendofwhichweshallmeetwithwealthorruin;thatthewisemanshouldemployhisyearsofstrengthandfreedom?oughthetoconsiderlifeasaregularemploymentwhichbringsitsdailywages;orasagameinwhichthefutureisdeterminedbyafewthrows?whyseektheriskofextremechances?forwhatendhastentorichesbydangerousroads?isitreallycertainthathappinessistheprizeofbrilliantsuccesses;ratherthanofawiselyacceptedpoverty?ah!ifmenbutknewinwhatasmalldwellingjoycanlive;andhowlittleitcoststofurnishit!

    twelveoclock鈥斺�攊havebeenwalkingupanddownmyatticforalongtime;withmyarmsfoldedandmyeyesontheground!mydoubtsincrease;likeshadowsencroachingmoreandmoreonsomebrightspace;myfearsmultiply;andtheuncertaintybeeseverymomentmorepainfultome!

    itisnecessaryformetodecideto…day;andbeforetheevening!iholdthediceofmyfuturefateinmyhands;andidarenotthrowthem。

    threeoclock鈥斺�攖heskyhasbeecloudy;andacoldwindbeginstoblowfromthewest;allthewindowswhichwereopenedtothesunshineofabeautifuldayareshutagain。onlyontheoppositesideofthestreet;thelodgeronthelaststoryhasnotyetlefthisbalcony。

    oneknowshimtobeasoldierbyhisregularwalk;hisgraymoustaches;andtheribbonthatdecorateshisbuttonhole。indeed;onemighthaveguessedasmuchfromthecarehetakesofthelittlegardenwhichistheornamentofhisbalconyinmid…air;fortherearetwothingsespeciallylovedbyalloldsoldiers鈥斺�攆lowersandchildren。theyhavebeensolong;obligedtolookupontheearthasafieldofbattle;andsolongcutofffromthepeacefulpleasuresofaquietlot;thattheyseemtobeginlifeatanagewhenothersendit。thetastesoftheirearlyyears;whichwerearrestedbythesterndutiesofwar;suddenlybreakoutagainwiththeirwhitehairs;andarelikethesavingsofyouthwhichtheyspendagaininoldage。besides;theyhavebeencondemnedtobedestroyersforsolongthatperhapstheyfeelasecretpleasureincreating;andseeinglifespringupagain:thebeautyofweaknesshasagraceandanattractionthemoreforthosewhohavebeentheagentsofunbendingforce;andthewatchingoverthefrailgermsoflifehasallthecharmsofnoveltyfortheseoldworkmenofdeath。

    thereforethecoldwindhasnotdrivenmyneighborfromhisbalcony。

    heisdigginguptheearthinhisgreenboxes;andcarefullysowingtheseedsofthescarletnasturtium;convolvulus;andsweet…pea。henceforthhewilleeverydaytowatchfortheirfirstsprouting;toprotecttheyoungshootsfromweedsorinsects;toarrangethestringsforthetendrilstoclimbon;andcarefullytoregulatetheirsupplyofwaterandheat!

    howmuchlabortobringinthedesiredharvest!forthat;howmanytimesshalliseehimbravecoldorheat;windorsun;ashedoesto…day!butthen;inthehotsummerdays;whentheblindingdustwhirlsincloudsthroughourstreets;whentheeye;dazzledbytheglareofwhitestucco;knowsnotwheretorest;andtheglowingroofsreflecttheirheatuponustoburning;theoldsoldierwillsitinhisarborandperceivenothingbutgreenleavesandflowersaroundhim;andthebreezewillecoolandfreshtohimthroughtheseperfumedshades。hisassiduouscarewillberewardedatlast。

    wemustsowtheseeds;andtendthegrowth;ifwewouldenjoytheflower。

    fouroclock鈥斺�攖hecloudsthathavebeengatheringinthehorizonforalongtimearebeedarker;itthundersloudly;andtherainpoursdown!

    thosewhoarecaughtinitflyineverydirection;somelaughingandsomecrying。

    ialwaysfindparticularamusementinthesehelter…skelters;causedbyasuddenstorm。itseemsasifeachone;whenthustakenbysurprise;losesthefactitiouscharacterthattheworldorhabithasgivenhim;andappearsinhistruecolors。

    see;forexample;thatbigmanwithdeliberatestep;whosuddenlyforgetshisindifference;madetoorder;andrunslikeaschoolboy!heisathriftycitygentleman;who;withallhisfashionableairs;isafraidtospoilhishat。

    thatprettywomanyonder;onthecontrary;whoselooksaresomodest;andwhosedressissoelaborate;slackensherpacewiththeincreasingstorm。sheseemstofindpleasureinbravingit;anddoesnotthinkofhervelvetcloakspottedbythehail!sheisevidentlyalionessinsheepsclothing。

    here;ayoungman;whowaspassing;stopstocatchsomeofthehailstonesinhishand;andexaminesthem。byhisquickandbusiness…likewalkjustnow;youwouldhavetakenhimforatax…gathereronhisrounds;whenheisayoungphilosopher;studyingtheeffectsofelectricity。andthoseschoolboyswholeavetheirrankstorunafterthesuddengustsofamarchwhirlwind;thosegirls;justnowsodemure;butwhonowflywithburstsoflaughter;thosenationalguards;whoquitthemartialattitudeoftheirdaysofdutytotakerefugeunderaporch!thestormhascausedallthesetransformations。

    see;itincreases!thehardiestareobligedtoseekshelter。iseeeveryonerushingtowardtheshopinfrontofmywindow;whichabillannouncesistolet。itisforthefourthtimewithinafewmonths。

    ayearagoalltheskillofthejoinerandtheartofthepainterwereemployedinbeautifyingit;buttheirworksarealreadydestroyedbytheleavingofsomanytenants;thecornicesofthefrontaredisfiguredbymud;thearabesquesonthedoorwayarespoiledbybillsposteduponthemtoannouncethesaleoftheeffects。thesplendidshophaslostsomeofitsembellishmentswitheachchangeofthetenant。seeitnowempty;andleftopentothepassersby。howmuchdoesitsfateresemblethatofsomanywho;likeit;onlychangetheiroccupationtohastenthefastertoruin!

    iamstruckbythislastreflection:sincethemorningeverythingseemstospeaktome;andwiththesamewarningtone。everythingsays:〃takecare!becontentwithyourhappy;thoughhumblelot;happinesscanberetainedonlybyconstancy;donotforsakeyouroldpatronsfortheprotectionofthosewhoareunknown!〃

    aretheytheoutwardobjectswhichspeakthus;ordoesthewarningefromwithin?isitnotimyselfwhogivethislanguagetoallthatsurroundsme?theworldisbutaninstrument;towhichwegivesoundatwill。butwhatdoesitsignifyifitteachesuswisdom?thelowvoicethatspeaksinourbreastsisalwaysafriendlyvoice;forittellsuswhatweare;thatistosay;whatisourcapability。badconductresults;forthemostpart;frommistakingourcalling。therearesomanyfoolsandknaves;becausetherearesofewmenwhoknowthemselves。

    thequestionisnottodiscoverwhatwillsuitus;butforwhatwearesuited!

    whatshouldidoamongthesemanyexperiencedfinancialspeculators?iamonlyapoorsparrow;bornamongthehousetops;andshouldalwaysfeartheenemycrouchinginthedarkcorner;iamaprudentworkman;andshouldthinkofthebusinessofmyneighborswhososuddenlydisappeared;iamatimidobserver;andshouldcalltomindtheflowerssoslowlyraisedbytheoldsoldier;ortheshopbroughttoruinbyconstantchangeofmasters。awayfromme;yebanquets;overwhichhangstheswordofdamocles!iamacountrymouse。givememynutsandhollowtree;andiasknothingbesides鈥斺�攅xceptsecurity。

    andwhythisinsatiablecra
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