When I was a child my sisters had a way of giving marks to guests who were honoring our table for the first time。 Conversation might languish for a moment�察�and then in the silence we would hear the sudden impact of ;Sixty��'' ´ a word that could tickle only the family�察�who knew that one hundred was par。 Branded by this low mark�察�the guest would all unknowing continue to spend himself in little courtesies while we sat screaming inwardly with delight。
Remembering that little game�察�I was worried。 And it upset me a bit more to feel my judges so keen。 Judges who knew how to distinguish between candid animals and animals that cheated�察�who could tell from the tracks of the fox whether he was in a good temper or not�察�whose instinct for inner movements was so sure and deep。
I liked the sharp eyes of these straightforward little souls�察�but I should so much have preferred that they play some other game。 And yet�察�in my cowardly fear of their ;sixty; I passed them the salt�察�poured out their wine�察�though each time that I raised my eyes I saw in their faces the gentle gravity of judges who were not to be bought。
Flattery itself was useless�此�they knew no vanity。 Although they knew not it�察�they knew。 a marvelous pride�察�and without any help from me they thought more good of themselves than I should have dared utter。 It did not even occur to me to draw any prestige from my craft�察�for it is extremely dangerous to clamber up to the topmost branches of a plane´tree simply to see if the nestlings are doing well or to say good morning to one's friends。
My taciturn young friends continued their inspection so imperturbably�察�I met so often their fleeting glances�察�that soon I stopped talking。 Silence fell�察�and in that silence I heard something hiss faintly under the floor�察�rustle under the table�察�and then stop。 I raised a pair of puzzled eyes。 Thereupon�察�satisfied with her examination but applying her last touchstone�察�as she bit with savage young teeth into her bread the younger daughter explained to me with a candor by which she hoped to slaughter the barbarian ��if that was what I was�� �此�
;It's the snakes。;
And content�察�she said no more�察�as if that explanation should have sufficed for anyone in whom there remained a last glimmer of intelligence。 Her sister sent a lightning glance to spy out my immediate reflex�察�and both bent with the gentlest and most ingenuous faces in the world over their plates。
;Ah� �Snakes�察�are they�拭─�
Naturally the words escaped from me against my will。 This that had been gliding between my legs�察�had been brushing my calves�察�was snakes� �
Fortunately for me�察�I smiled。 Effortlessly。
They would have known if it had been otherwise。 I smiled because my heart was light�察�because each moment this house was more and more to my liking。 And also because I wanted to know more about the snakes。 The elder daughter came to my rescue。
;They nest in a hole under the table。;
And her sister added�此 �They go back into their nest at about ten o'clock。 During the day they hunt。;
Now it was my turn to look at them out of the corner of the eye。 What shrewdness� �what silent laughter behind those candid faces� �And what sovereignty they exercised�察�these princesses guarded by snakes� �Princesses for whom there existed no scorpion�察�no wasp�察�no serpent�察�but only little souls of animals� �
As I write�察�I dream。 All this is very far away。 What has bee of these two fairy princesses�拭�Girls so fine´grained�察�so upright�察�have certainly attracted husbands。 Have they changed�察�I wonder�拭�What do they do in their new houses�拭�Do they feel differently now about the jungle growth and the snakes�拭�They had been fused with something universal�察�and then the day had e when the woman had awakened in the maiden�察�when there had surged in her a longing to find someone who deserved a ;Ninety´five。; The dream of a ninety´five is a weight on the heart。 And then an imbecile had e along。 For the first time those sharp eyes were mistaken and they dressed him in gay colors。 If the imbecile recited verse he was thought a poet。 Surely he must understand the holes in the floor�察�must love the mongoose� �The trust one put in him�察�the swaying of the snakes between his legs under the table ´ surely this must flatter him� �And that heart which was a wild garden was given to him who loved only trim lawns。 And the imbecile carried away the princess into slavery。
Wind�察�Sand and Stars by Antoine de Saint´Exupery
Chapter 6 ´ OasisTitle�此�Wind�察�Sand�察�and Stars
Author�此�Antoine de Saint´Exupery
Translator�此�Lewis Galantiere
Publisher�此�Harcourt Brace Javanovich�察�New York�察�1967
Date first posted�此�February 2000
Date most recently updated�此�January 2006
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Wind Sand and Stars
Antoine de Saint´Exupery
7
Men of the Desert
THESE�察�then�察�were some of the treasures that passed us by when for weeks and months and years we�察�pilots of the Sahara line�察�were prisoners of the sands�察�navigating from one stockade to the next with never an excursion outside the zone of silence。 Oases like these did not prosper in the desert�察�these memories it dismissed as belonging to the domain of legend。 No doubt there did gleam in distant places scattered round the world ´ places to which we should return once our work was done ´ there did gleam lighted windows。 No doubt somewhere there did sit young girls among their white lemurs or their books�察�patiently corn´pounding souls as rich in delight as secret gardens。 No doubt there did exist such creatures waxing in beauty。 But solitude cultivates a strange mood。
I know that mood。 Three years of the desert taught it to me。 Something in one's heart takes fright�察�not at the thought of growing old�察�not at feeling one's youth used up in this mineral universe�察�but at the thought that far away the whole world is ageing。 The trees have brought forth their fruit�察�the grain has ripened in the fields�察�the women have bloomed in their loveliness。 But the season is advancing and one must make haste�察�but the season is advancing and still one cannot leave�察�but the season is advancing 。 。 。 and other men will glean the harvest。
Many a night have I savored this taste of the irreparable�察�wandering in a circle round the fort�察�our prison�察�under the burden of the trade´winds。 Sometimes�察�worn out by a day of flight�察�drenched in the humidity of the tropical climate�察�I have felt my heart beat in me like the wheels of an express train�察�and suddenly�察�more immediately than when flying�察�I have felt myself on a journey。 A journey through time。 Time was running through my fingers like the fine sand of the dunes �察�the poundings of my heart were bearing me onward towards an unknown future。
Ah�察�those fevers at night after a day of work in the silence� �We seemed to ourselves to be burning up�察�like flares set out in the solitude。 And yet we knew joys we could not possibly have known elsewhere。 I shall never be able to express clearly whence es this pleasure men take from aridity�察�but always and everywhere I have seen men attach themselves more stubbornly to barren lands than to any other。 Men will die for a calcined�察�leafless�察�stony mounta