the laws of Matter or a god called Chance。 With true sympathy��
Your affec。 friend��
H。 Rider Haggard。
Some days after Lang¨s death I received a letter from Charles Longman of which I will quote a passage that deals with the character of Andrew Lang and the friendship we both had for him。
Yes�察�you and I will always feel a blank when we think of Andrew Lang。 He was of all men the most loyal to his friends ! it was one of his most marked characteristics�察�and there had been a bond between us three which nothing could break。 As you know�察�I had been anxious about him this spring�察�though not about his heart�察�which the doctor had lately examined without finding anything wrong。 But his eyesight was threatened�察�and there was this strange depression about public affairs�察�which seemed as though it might grow worse。 In old days when he was bright and cheerful it is little he troubled himself about strikes and such´like。 So it may be that he ! and those who loved him ! have been spared something by his swift end。 But the breaking of an unclouded friendship of five´and´forty years is no light thing�此�as you say�察�one must hope that the break is but a temporary one and that there is some other meeting´place for friends。 Matt。 Arnold says��
^Sad fate of every mortal lot
Which man�察�proud man�察�finds hard to bear��
And builds himself�察�I know not what
Of second life�察�I know not where。 ̄
At some date before he died Lang asked his wife to give to me a certain ring in token of remembrance。 I have now received and shall always wear this ring。 It belonged to Queen Taia�察�the wife of Amenophis III�察�or perhaps to Nefertiti�察�her daughter´inlaw�察�who married the famous Khu´en´aten�察�the fourth Amenophis and the remarkable Pharaoh who inaugurated what the priests of Amen considered the heresy of the worship of the Sun¨s Disc�察�by which�察�I take it�察�he symbolised the one Almighty God who made the world。 On this ring�察�which�察�I think�察�from the length of time that it had evidently been worn�察�must have adorned the hand of Taia some 3500 years ago�察�is engraved a cat adoring Ra or the Sun�察�or perhaps the ^Aten ̄ or Disc。 I already possess the sister ring that�察�from the less amount of wear it shows�察�was probably worn by the shorter´lived Nefertiti�察�Khu´en´aten¨s adored and�察�I believe�察�sole wife。 Both of them were obtained by us from the Rev。 W。 J。 Loftie in the year 1887�察 �in Egypt when�察�about that time�察�the mummies of these queens were discovered and broken up by the Arabs at Tel´el´Amarna。
Chapter 16
Miss Ida Hector ! H。 R。 H。 dictates his works to her ! Wishes for change of occupation ! Dream´pictures ! H。 R。 H。`s theory of Romance´writing ! Literary coincidences ! Examples from the works of H。 R。 H。 ! The Spectator。
When I returned from Mexico in 1891 I fell into very poor health。 Everything�察�especially my indigestion�察�went wrong�察�so wrong that I began to think that my bones would never grow old。 Amongst other inconveniences I found that I could no longer endure the continual stooping over a desk which is involved in the writing of books。 It was therefore fortunate for me that about this time Miss Ida Hector�察�the eldest daughter of Mrs。 Hector�察�better known as Mrs。 Alexander�察�the novelist�察�became my secretary�察�and in that capacity�察�as in those of a very faithful friend and panion�察�to whose sound sense and literary judgment I am much indebted�察�has so remained to this day。 From that time forward I have done a great deal of my work by means of dictation�察�which has greatly relieved its labour。 Some people can dictate�察�and others cannot。 Personally I have always found the method easy�察�provided that the dictatee�察�if I may coin a word�察�is patient and does not go too fast。 I imagine�察�for instance�察�that it would be impossible to dictate a novel to a shorthand´writer。 Also�察�if the person who took down the words irritated one in any way�察�it would be still more impossible。 Provided circumstances are congenial�察�however�察�the plan has merits�察�since to many the mere physical labour of writing clogs the mind。 So�察�at least�察�various producers of books seem to have found。 Among them I recall Thackeray and Stevenson。
Of the next few years of my life there is not much to tell。 I lived here at Ditchingham in a very quiet and retired fashion�察�rarely visiting London�察�wrote a few novels�察�and for recreation occupied myself with farming and gardening�察�for which occupations I have always had an instinctive taste。 The work that I did was a good deal attacked�此�it was the fashion to attack me in those days。 Possibly owing to my ill´health some of it may not have been quite up to the mark�察�I do not know。 What I do know is that I grew heartily tired of the writing of stories。 After the birth of my youngest child�察�Lilias�察�which to my great joy happened at the end of the year 1892�察�my health and spirits began to mend and my energy to return�察�largely owing�察�I think�察�to the treatment of my friend Dr。 Lyne Stivens。 I was still a youngish man�察�but had reached that time of life when I felt that if I was to make any change of occupation it must be done at once。 And I longed to make a change�察�for this humdrum existence in a country parish�察�staring at crops and cultivating flowers�察�was�察�I felt�察�more suitable to some aged man whose life¨s work was done than to myself。 Also at this time the unrealities of fiction´writing greatly wearied me�察�oddly enough much more than they do at present�察�when they have bee a kind of amusement and set´off to the more serious things and thoughts with which my life is occupied。
Still it is true that even now�察�if circumstances allowed of it�察�I do not think I should write much more fiction�察�at any rate of the kind that people would buy。 With the exception of certain stories that I should like to tell for their own sake�察�and not to earn money by them。 I should occupy my time with writings of a different sort�察�connected�察�probably�察�for the most part with the land�察�agriculture�察�and social matters。 For instance�察�I should dearly like to finish my survey of rural England�察�and to undertake that of Scotland�察�Wales�察�and Ireland ! tasks�察�I suppose�察�that I shall never be able to execute。 Only this year23 I had arranged to make an effort to investigate and write on the agriculture of Ireland。 But then�察�of a sudden�察�I was appointed to the Dominions Royal mission�察�and how could I find time for both�拭�The months that I had proposed to devote to Ireland I have been obliged to spend in writing a story。
22 1912。 ! Ed。
I know that folk ! very superior folk ! exist who affect to scorn the base person who does one kind of work when he would like to do another�察�merely because the former does and the latter does not pay。 There is something to be said for this position�察�but if a man chances to realise that he does not live unto himself alone�察�and to have many dependent upon him�察�directly or indirectly�察�or if he chances to desire to render gratuitous services to his country�察�he must�察�in such a case�察 �cut his coat according to his cloth。 ̄
Therefore�察�although I should have dearly liked to place on record my views of Irish agriculture�察�in place thereof I have found myself obliged to edit certain of the reminiscences of Mr。 Allan Quatermain。 To be honest�察�these have amused me not